2 First Time Friday...

I remember my first time like it happened two hours ago...I lost my virginity exactly one month after my 21st birthday. I really wasn't expecting it to happen that night but the opportunity was there and I said "Fuck it" I've waited long enough let me see what the big deal about sex was.

I kept dodging my friend/biggest crush’s request to hang out. Finally that night I gave in. He came over and for an hour we were watching some show while music was playing in the background. All the while I'm sitting there thinking I just wasted my time shaving down there for no reason because he really wasn't making any moves. Finally I decided to break the ice “You never gave me a birthday present" he smiled and said "well what did you want". I bit my lip and blurted out "You". Next thing I knew he was on top of me kissing me passionately one hand on my breast, the other rubbing on my pussy. I was already getting wet. He started to pull up my shirt and I was already touching his six pack. The reflection of his caramel skin against my dark chocolate body drove me wild. He started to lick and suck my breasts like a newborn. I knew my 38DD breasts always seemed to drive him wild.

Then he got up and went for his pockets, I heard the wrapper open and thought “OMG this is it am I really going to do this?". Before I could answer my thoughts he was back on top and without so much as a warning he started to push in. I gasped the pain was more than any other thing I had ever felt. It felt like someone was playing with a match ever so lightly around that area. With each thrust another shot of pain soared through my body. But I didn't want to seem as weak so I started to moan to prevent me from screaming. He picked up his pace and the pain became so intense I barely muttered the word “Stop”. He stared at me and I swear he was trying to find the right words to say. Instead he leaned down and started to kiss me, and then my neck and then he said “do you want me to stop”. I shook my head no and I was telling the truth because in that moment I knew that there was no backing out now. He started up again and slowed down his pace I moaned still in pain and after what felt like a life time his body began to shake. He let out a low, soft moan and he came. We laid there for a couple of minutes. I got up to go to the bathroom to see if my vagina was still intact. I wiped and there was blood. I said to myself my god he broke my hymen the first time. I came back and we started again, he wanted to taste me but I told him I was bleeding he seemed a little disappointed. I wanted my first time to be my first for everything (not anal) I decided I was going to see the monster that gave my pussy a KO. He was very well endowed, and he was wide. I kissed it, sucked it, and rubbed on the head with my lips. I could smell the subtle undertone of cologne, Unforgivable. I took him in my mouth and listened as he moaned.

That night after he left I smiled as I lay in bed because I was happy for waiting for that moment for so long. We’ve been at it like bunnies ever since, and the 3rd time I took him in my mouth was the 1st time he came from oral sex. BTW I got to experience him tasting me but that’s another st….

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1 First Time Friday: He Didn't Pop My Cherry

My first time i was sixteen and i was with the boy i knew i didn't love let alone like. i had met him two yrs prior and we were just friends. We eventually go together and three months into the relationship i decided to see what the hype about sex was. i knew being a virgin that having a sex drive as high as mine was NOT normal so i said I'd get the 1st time out of the way.

BAD CHOICE. although he was sweet it was not worth it. the day started regular watching t.v at his house of course he cooked me something to eat (more like heated up) but it was cute. we finally got back to his room and we we're kissing & touching and i finally thought FUCK IT. so i started to undress him. now being self conscious by the time it was time for my clothes to come off my 1st thought was 'fuck ..what did i get myself into'?

But I didn't stop him. i had gotten this far im gonna thug it out..too late to turn back now. i came up out of all my clothes but my bra and socks (i don't know why lol) he asked several times was i sure and was i ready..yadda yadda yadda lets get this over with...then he stuck the head in. i expected it to hurt a lot more but it hurt none the less. it lasted about a good 5 minutes and that's giving him credit. afterward i thought..is this it ? this is sex ? no blood ? no toe curling -mind blowing -hair wild- bed bumping sex..

After that i had sex w/ him a few more times thinking maybe it was because i was a virgin...WRONG .. didn't change and we broke up a few weeks later. he took it hard but ..oh well ..i took a 10 month hiatus on sex and im w/ the guy i waited for still 2 years strong (with great sex by the way). oh and my current boyfriend popped my cherry.

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2 First Time Friday: Huge Expectations

I was 15 and I had known this guy since I was a baby and he was never really attractive to me. I would spend the night over his house because his sister was and still is one of my bestfriends. He had tried to have sex with me before a year ago when I was spending the night but I wouldn't because I was a virgin and scared to death if my parents found out or we got caught. The night we had sex I was there in his room with him and his little brother because his sister fell asleep in the living room.

We were watching out of time (crazy I remember the movie) and his brother asked what he was doing under the covers and he said "playing with my meat" and I stood there disgusted, mind you his brother was 11. So I sat at the edge of the bed and I eventually laid down at the edge of the bed and he kept trying to put his dick in my face. I told him if he did it one more time I would bite it, he told me I can just don't bite it hard, I was even more disgusted. His brother decided to leave us alone which I was upset about. He said if he wanted me to stop then I could just move up and he wouldn't be able to put it in my face. When I moved up he started trying to feel up my pussy and I flinched and said no but he kept pushing at it so I told him to go lock the door but he just closed the door which made me paranoid because his mom was home.

He came back and slid my panties to the side and pulled out his dick and the thing was HUGE, it immediately intemmidated me. When he put it in, it felt like he was trying to squeeze me into jeans 5 sizes to small. It hurt but I started to moan just to set the mood (I WAS A VIRGIN!) right when it actually started feeling good and the pain was going away he told me he was getting ready to pull out and he NUTTED! It felt like the sex only lasted for 20 minutes. As soon as he rolled over he went to sleep and I tried to make a quick escape but he woke up and eventually went back to sleep after asking me if I liked it. I went in the family room and his brother was giving me dirty looks, he knew what happened. His sister was clueless but I told her and then checked my underwear for blood, took a shower. I was SUPER sore. I didn't sleep all night, I felt dirty.

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5 First Time Friday: I Almost Called Him Mister

I heard people say that your first time wouldn’t be good but I didn’t think it would have been like Celie’s and Mister’s in the Color Purple.

I was 28 and a virgin. Somedays I was proud of the fact that I waited, other days I wondered “what the fuck am I waiting for”. My friend Mark caught me on a WTF kind of day.

Let me give you a little background on me and Mark. We have been friends for over five years. He knew I was a virgin; he would tell me things like, I'm messing up because I’m waiting too long and he would question my decision to wait. Mark even talked bullshit to me saying if he got in my bed buck naked I wouldn’t know what to do. Of course I talked bullshit right back insisting with confidence that I would.

I had just bought a flat screen T.V. and needed it mounted to the wall. Mark volunteered to be my handy man as he always does. After he was done putting up the TV I offered him a drink. He said he would only have one if I had one too. So I fixed us drinks and we watched the perfectly mounted TV. Mark told me he couldn’t stay long because he had plans with his boys to watch the playoff game. Which was cool with me I got my TV mounted and I got to spend some chill time with Mark. Two hours passed and he hadn’t made a move to leave my apartment. Mark announced that he was going to my bedroom to lie down in my bed naked and he dared me to get in bed with him.

Curiosity got the best of me so I went into my bedroom. He was in my bed with only his black tank top on. I got in bed with my t-shirt and panties on. Mark wanted me to take off my panties. I told him that I was shy; he said he would put the pillow over his head so he could not see me if that would help. He did and I took off my panties. I pulled the covers back and there was Mark's soldier standing at full attention. I looked at it. It was a normal length and more flat then round. Mark picked me up and tried to place me on his dick. I say tried because this dude could not find the hole. When he did find it I kept jumping because the shit hurt. I was so uncomfortable and so nervous he must he felt it because he said “your heart is beating so fast” and I said “no shit”. His cell phone started to ring; he said that was his boys wondering where he was. His cell must have rung 7 or 8 different times; each time he said it was his boys.

I guess Mark got frustrated because he flipped my ass on my back and he got on top.. He tries to enter me again; I pulled back when he pushed his dick in my vagina. Mark say’s over and over “it’s almost in” I am thinking “is this it, is this what I waited 28 years for”. While this is going through my head he is still tryna get to take my first fruits. I was not feeling him or the situation. I wanted him to stop before he popped my cherry; I told him to get off me. Again he said “it’s almost in” with more force I said “get up”.

He got up frustrated and told me that I would have to use my hand to finish him because I had gotten him excited. That made one of us. So I started to use my hand and as I am jacking him off he said “I would prefer something else”. I pretended not to hear him, because I know for sure this dude has bumped his head askin for some head when he hadn't even managed to make me the least bit wet. And he had the nerve to ask three more times. I think he realized that I was not about to suck his dick so he stopped asking and puts his fingers in my dry vagina. It felt like he was starching it. Again I am thinking to myself “wow….is this it” what happened to the kissing, touching, and caressing; where was the foreplay. I wanted this experience to end.

After he came from me jacking him off I wiped his busted nut on his black tank top. Mark asked for a towel and I was glad to get it to get away from him. He got dressed and left.

Mark and I are still friends. He's still tryna get me in bed…but after what happened with us the first time...that’s not gonna happen.

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12 First Time Friday: What A Stud

Break me off, show me what you got/ cause I dont want no one minute man -Missy

My very first time I was so nervous about nuttin too quick, I used to hang out with these dudes and we called ourselves the playaz circle (shut up). They told me about something called Lidocaine which numbs the penis and makes you last longer. I won't tell you how old I was but lets just say I grew up extra christian so I wasnt really allowed to date when I was younger, I was like the jackson 5 in the movie, after school I had to come straight home. I met this chick one night and spent the better part of a week gaming her up on the phone and got to the point where she said I could drive to her side of town and hit it. I remember she said she liked rugged dudes so I went and got me a pair of Timberlands and a white t shirt ( SHUT UP!!) and one of those little du rag things for my head. I didn't know how to tie it so I just let it lay on my head ever so gently.

I went to the adult store and asked for Lidocaine and the guy slid me some Stud 100 for like $30 or something. I went over the girls house and parked 2 houses down in case her parents came home and I had to dash out.I get out of my 1993 doo doo brown dodge shadow (will you please shut the fuck up?) and check out my thug gear in the tinted windows (you damn right i got that bitch tinted) , I looked fresh. I go in the house and my girl opens up, we slob a little by the door then I go inside and meet her sister, Her sister knows whats up so she leaves us alone in the living room.

We small talk for a while then start making out on the sofa, I kept having to readjust my du rag but that is another matter altogether. She tells me she's ready to move it into the bedroom, I tell her I gotta use the bathroom 1st. I go in there and pull my trusty Stud 100 out of my pocket and give the tip of my SCHLONG a squirt. I want to make sure it will work so I give it an extra 2 or 3 squirts to make sure it takes.*think about it now, Ive just sprayed like 3 milligrams or something of Lidocaine on my penis* . I should have known something was wrong when I flicked the tip of my dick with my finger and felt NOTHING.

I go in the room and she is playing one of those baby maker cd's they sell at the gas station in the hood. I take off my white T and lay it ever so neatly on a chair because I dont like being wrinkled.I pull down my pants and stick it in and

I

DIDN"T

FEEL

SHIT!!!!

I had numbed my dick to the point where you could have cut it off and I wouldn't have known.She was a big girl (nodays done hit a few big ones in his day, I don't deny it) and I was up there forever just a pumping and a sweating. I didn't want her to know what I did so I am pretending it's real good when in fact I can't feel shit. GOTDAMN THAT PUSSY GOOD!! GIRL YOU GONNA MAKE ME NUT ALL OVER MYSELF!!! blah blah blah I'm faking and acting better than Denzel. Her fat ass done nutted like 25 min ago and Im still on top giving an emmy winning performance. We fucked so long that the cd had stopped. She tells me shes tired and dry so I tell her that I'm done. I pull my pants up and make sure my gangsta ensemble is intact and bounce, She calls me later and tells me she feels bad cause I didn't nut. It made her feel her coochie wasn't good so she wanted to prove to me it was. We made a date to smash the next day. Tell me why my young stupid ass still used the Lidocaine again. I wore her fat ass out that night in the back of my car till I had no energy left and my windows was steamy.On the way home I tossed the Stud 100 out the window at 60 miles an hour, ok I'm lying, my Dodge couldn't do 60.

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9 The Dick Slayer

At 30 I’ve seen a lot of shit in my lifetime. I saw Whitney Houston on crack rocks, Chris Brown whoop a bitch's ass, and now finding a man that thinks he has me dick shook. The world was going haywire.

We met through a mutual friend. He looked like a damn NBA player; he was tall, dark, and fine as hell. Through our brief encounter he asked me for my digits. I nicknamed him "D", because with all that his dick had to be big, fat and delicious. *Damn I hoped it was* We talked on the phone for a week, and decided to have dinner that Saturday night. We met at my favorite restaurant in the middle of Atlantic Station. We ate, talked, laughed, and had a few drinks. The night was off to a damn good start. Dinner was winding down so he asked me if I want to go back to his place. Little did I know he lived in one of the condos right across the street.

The moment we got in the elevator we were all over each other. He cupped my breasts and kissed them through my top. He then came up and kissed me like he was trying to touch my tonsils. The elevator doors opened and we rushed to his place. I knew at that moment I was gonna fuck him!!!! We got into the condo, gave me a brief tour then we relocated his leather couch. I'm very aggressive so I straddled him and kissed those lips again. He removed my top and bra and went to town. He licked, flicked and sucked on my girls like he was breast feeding. I removed his shirt and gave his sexy chest equal attention. I got up and motioned for him to stand up also. Without taking my eyes of his I unbuckled his belt and dropped his pants to the floor. His dick was itching to come out of those boxer briefs so I did what felt right. I let it ALL hang out. This man had a HUGE dick and for a split second I thought it was a bad idea, but I kicked that timid bitch out my head and pulled it towards me.

I dropped to my knees and I tasted him. Not only was it delicious, I kept it wet with my tongue. He asked me to stand up,then he picked me up and flipped me upside down. The standing 69 was the fucking truth. He ate my pussy so good I was starting to feel light headed. Wait, it may have been the fact that I was upside down....but I digress. He led me to his patio. The Regal movie theatre stood in our view; but we were about to put on a show of our own. He lifted me off the ground and entered me. I swore I heard a splash on the floor. Pussy juice everywhere. He started moving in and out slowly, only placing half of his man power inside of me. I guess he thought I couldn't take it; HA Men! He tried to come down slowly again, but I pulled my weight down. I took all of it without hesitation. I fucked him in up tempo style. Grinding my hips on his dick. I can tell his arms were getting weak so I stopped and got down. He laid on his patio chair and I straddled him again. This was my moment, fuck what you heard. I wanted to ride the shit out this man. Hell they don't call me The Dick Slayer for nothing.

I guess he was expecting me to stay in the position I was in, but I had something else in mind. While on top and positioned on that dick, I turned around. I was giving him the Missionary Head to Toe. While he spanked my ass and moaned loudly, I motioned up and down on his dick and started to rub his feet. Yea double the pleasure. He continued guiding me on his dick. I lifted my body up and spun around again. I wanted to look at him while he came. Positioning my hands on his chest I leaned forward and worked that dick again, this time throwing the Kegel moves in there. I started moaning because my pussy pulses and his fat dick felt too good to hold it any longer. I moaned, he moaned louder. He gripped my waist and moved closer to be breasts and made a faint sound. *Wait did he just growl?* I whispered "Cum for me daddy", no sooner I said that he let it go, and so did I. We laid there with only our breaths trying to catch its regular rhythm. I didn't move. Sometimes you just want to lay and let it deflate while its still housed in your pussy. We still said nothing! He fell asleep still inside me. I eased off of him trying not to awake him from his sleeping slumber. I grabbed my things and got dressed. Before I left his place I found a piece of paper and wrote a small note...The Dick Slayer Strikes Again!
I walked out the door....

I Slay Dicks, Dicks Don't Slay Me!!!!!!!

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4 Cherry Poppin on a Hand Stand

Sitting at my job watching television and I get a text message from a guy friend, I don’t remember exactly what we talked about or how it was agreed upon that we were going to have sex the day before my birthday but I do remember thinking WTF just happened?. In a few day’s I would be leaving the country I’ve know since the age of 4 to go to another country I barely ever visited and my 20th birthday was fast approaching, I was a big ball of emotion. A little back story on this guy friend: we were introduced by my one of my best friends boyfriend who thought it was a crime that I was a.) single and b.) still a virgin at the age of 19. I wasn’t completely inept at everything sexual, I had been fingered a time or two before but that’s about it. Me and said guy friend went on a few dates but nothing ever happened between us, I guess it was cause I really wasn’t interested in sex I don’t know if it was fear or just being a ditz. But I did like him (still do) and he is pretty good looking also but that's neither here nor there. So up comes the day before my birthday and that whole day I remember arguing with myself: no you are not gonna lose your virginity and hell yeah you better lose it cause you only live once and you’re going to a foreign place. In the end the latter won the fight. So he comes to pick me up and I swear I don’t remember if we talked about anything in the car but I guess we had to cause he told me we were going to a pretty nice hotel. We get to the hotel and I’m nervous as hell, not sure what to expect or even if I was really, really gonna be de-flowered by the end of the night. I do remember though that he seemed confident to me, we get in the room and it a pretty nice view of the skyline (nothing TOO fancy but nice just the same). We made small talk for a little while, made our way over to the big ass bed that took up most of the damn room. I was laying down on the bed as he got on top of me and we kissed for a while and pulls out thee biggest cot damn dick I ever seen in my life! And I blurt out “NIGGA you got a condom?” I have no idea why I said that, not like a condom was going to make his shit smaller and we both still had our clothes on.

He unbuttoned and pulls down my jeans, now I had on some cute underwear it was this pink g-string with some kind of lace shit in the front…..he liked it, he asked me to stand up so he could see my ass. He stood up behind me and rub his massive dick on my ass, being a virgin and all I knew that shit felt good :giggles: so I get back on the bed and he starts to eat me out, that was…….REALLY good, he defiantly knew how to work his tongue. I remember saying to myself this first time sex thing ain’t as bad as everyone makes it out to be. I thought to myself while he was down there if his tongue feel this good what must his dick feel like? He finish’s and ask me to give him a blow job, I was like “negro you know I don’t know shit about no dick sucking thing”. He tells me to give it a try, I figure what the hell. So I do what I THINK you’re supposed to do and lick from his nuts to the tip. And surprisingly I was like hmm, this ain’t so bad. It’s so funny cause I remember having a discussion with some of my girlfriends a few months back and we were talking about oral sex and I told them “ I don’t think I could ever do that” and here I was doing just that and enjoying it. So I experiment and try different things and what not and I he says to me “*insert real name* you sure you never did this before?” He’s making all kinds of moans and noises, so I took that to mean I was doing the damn thing…LMAO….so anyway he tells me to stop cause I guess he wanted to get to the main attraction and I was cool with that. So I lay down on the bed and he opens my legs with his hands, puts on a rubber and slowly and I mean SLOWLY enters me. And of course I tense all my muscles down there because OMG it felt so weird. He likes “You gotta relax” so I try my best but I don’t think I succeeded. I’m pretty sure he didn’t go all in, because I think I mighta died. It was painful, I don’t remember much else but I do remember the pain. It wasn’t all bad; I thought to myself maybe if it didn’t hurt so much it MIGHT be pleasurable. And one more thing I remember there was so much BLOOD, I was in the bathroom for the longest trying not to freak myself out.

But all in all, I’m glad I waited that long and I’m happy it was him to be the one that popped my cherry and gave me the best birthday present to date – sides all the pain and walking like I had something stuck up my arse and swearing my momma was gonna know/see the difference. It was good.

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5 First Time Friday: Miss In-terna-tional

Niece: Uncle Ronnie, would you read me a story, please, huh pleeeassse???
Ron: Alright youngster, get in the bed and I'll get the story book...
[excitement]
Ron: ...tucked in??
Niece: yes!!!
Ron: ...herrrrreeee we go.

Now I would tell you about the first time I had sex, or the first girl who tried to take my virginity at ages 11, 12, 13, 14, 15. But I'm gonna tell you about Miss In-terna-tional....

..it was dark as the hell. i could barely see myself or hand in the dark. we just left a black and white party. at the party, she stepped to me, "its only 5 days til graduation baby." well hello. intoxicated. i took a whiff. yeah it is you. so how are you doing mama? "im good. 'enuff of this talk, i think we need to split. this is the only night we can get away with xxxtasy, baby!" [jaw drops] "..as much of a freak you are and talk... i wanna see for myself." you ain't said nothing but a word.. Miss In-terna-tional..

this is the former leading lady of the court. she had the throne. A boyfriend. I, a girlfriend of 7 years.

::car scene::
boy, i can barely drive. focus homie. "baby. are you alright? do i need to drive?" nah, you good.. we only going around the corner to heritage. we already on northside drive. i got you, miss thang. miss thang, you are bang-gang tonight!!! "so do you baby. are you not hot with those 2 dress shirts on though?" nah. im good. damn, is it not dark out here? "yes it is.. um, baby.. do you have your headlights on?" [click click] ooops.. dammmmn. im slippin, mama. "boy, i aint got no draws on, you better not kill me." [brakes screetch at stop light] wha-wha-what??? [slides hand slowly over my pelvis] hey miss thang.. hey miss thang.... i gotta drive this thang. hello. Miss In-terna-tional....

i couldnt believe this. im sloppy drunk and the thought came across my head that im about to make this most special shit tonight. imma do shit that i have only done with my ol' lady and probably to not another lady. she gonna love this though, she is already Miss International.... Miss In-terna-tional....

boy. i cannot see. it is pitch dark out here. "baybee, come hold my hand.. i got these heels on." [lady giggles] whats the scent you have on? "i cannot even remember right now. [giggles] i think chanel. my outfit is bebe, though." [horn honks] oops sorry mama... "..boy, you gonna kill to get this or something?" na-na-nah.. im tryna focus on us walking. its dark out here. "..but did you not see the headlights?" [silence]... "are you hearing me?" ...yeah..

::heritage bedroom::
do you want something to drink? "vodka and cranberry juice. save the ice." [goes get the drink]
[tune cuts on]
[Sexual Healing]
"...ain't this your song,baybeeee??" [smiles] hey miss thang, hey miss thang... whats your problem touching that Marvin? um.. hello. [hands drink][refreshes mouth]"you sure are asking alotta questions! this drink is good though!" [sits on the bed beside her]

[awkward silence]
[begins to play in her hair]
[song ends]
....
[tune cuts on]
[I Want You]
[she touches my thighs and rubs]
[she extends leg to click the light switch]
OFF!
[she turns to kiss me]
Miss In-terna-tional....

[silence]
"i want you to kiss me all over"
[touches her back side and rubs slowly til I get to her bra strap]
[unsnaps with index and thumb, first try]
mama. relax.
"blow my mind. dont talk!"
[thinks to self, imma eat her pussy right now.]
[tongue kisses]
[she unzips my fly]
[kisses her neck]
[hands massaging her stomach]
[takes her shirt/bra off]
[begins to lick gently on her nipples]
"oooh boy!"
beautiful. you taste good, mama.
[tune repeats]
Miss In-terna-tional....

[lift up skirt]
[plants face into juices]
Miss In-terna-tional...
Miss Thang, you taste good...
....
....
...
.....
"ooohhhh, circles baby!"
[sticks tongue inside... goes in and out slowly]
"ooohh... oo ahhhhh... mmmmm [biting bottom lip]"

by this time, i started eating her out for quite some time. it was the only time i was gonna be able to have sex with her. we both were in a relationship. we both were getting ready to graduate. she had just stepped off "college court." i had to go all out on this one. and we were highly intoxicated. the biggest reason to go all out. so yeah, i was gonna eat her out. trick daddy in nann nigga that ass. "throw them legs up and blow all up in yo butt." all of it. i mean she is miss international.

[legs shiver]
[long sighs]
[continues to lick]
[suck on the knot and moves tongue gently... rapidly.. gently]
[moves face down 1 centimeter.... blows]
"oooh shit boy!"
[blows.... blowing... lick... lick...]
"oooooooo!!!!oooo!.... FUCK!"
[grabs my head]
[tune repeats]
[legs crosses around my neck]
[legs shiver]
.....
...
.
[attempts to pull me up]
[moves up to her neck and kisses gently]
[she flips me over on my back]
[yanks pants off]
[jacking.... jacking..]
[stands on the bed, lift up skirt to stomach]
[sits down]
Miss In-terna-tional....

[bouncing...] [bouncing....]
[wraps my arms around her and pulls her down to my chest]
[throws dick and balls from the bottom, slowly..... slowly.....]
"oooooo-oooooo-ooooooo!!!!!! ooooohhhhhhhh shhhheeeeeiiiiittttttt"
"FUCK! FUCK! MUTHAFUCKA! ...... [slaps my face] SHIT!"
[bouncing...][bouncing...]

2 minutes pass.
13 minutes pass.
[tune repeats 5 times]
26 minutes pass.

by this time, i was on top and we both were panting. drying up. i go back down and lick her more for 3 minutes unto a climax. she pushes my head away.
"..im done." [echoes]
"....im doonee!"
come here baby!!
[kisses her lips gently, wipes the sweat off her forehead]
you did good mama!
"...hold me boy" "FUCK!" "WOOOO!" [deep breath]
Miss In-terna-tional....


....She was the 2nd chick I ate out for 11 minutes and climaxed twice within that timespan, and the 2nd chick I licked her ass. Yeah, its supposed to about my 1st time, but this was the 1st time I went all out for any other woman. 1st time I let a chick skeet in my face and keep eating her out. I did it for my girl at the time, but I actually stuck my tongue in both places. It ain't nasty. I was her 3rd person ever, and when you see someone you care, admire, and totally dig.. you go above and beyond the call of duty. I wouldn't pass it up.. she was the Queen of the School...Miss International!


[title derived from "Miss International" by Method Man & Redman featuring Erick Sermon from "Blackout! 2]

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2 First Time Friday: I'll Never Forget

It was my senior year, I was seventeen and like every other teenager I thought I was GROWN! I associated with a variety of kids @ school but I think most people who knew me pretty much saw me as "quiet" and "silly"...I'd never had a "real" boyfriend in school..there were boys who tried to get at me but I was SCARY as hell...Most of my closes friends all had boyfriends AND were having sex...It's kinda funny because even though people around me were blabbing about their sexual encounters and boyfriends I NEVER talked about mine...maybe because I hadn't had any??? LOL..But I always kept shit I deemed as personal to myself anyway...I still do today. I grew up kinda sheltered but hell I KNEW about sex...not from personal experience but from my friends and I did my "research"...LMAO! Now I was never a wild one because SHIT I feared my parents...LOL!!!

Anyway it was senior cut day @ school...Now this wasn't an "official" day nor did the school approve it...but the plan was for all of us to come to school then leave after first period. We were all gonna meet up @ CiCi's Pizza and chill...LOL! I was in the Co-op program which was work study so I was only going to school for half a day anyway. I opted out in participating because like I said before I was SCARY...So the bell rang after first period and all the seniors were dipping..My BFF and some more friends were tryna convince me to ride with them but I was like naw...I'mma just go to work...So I was standing outside on a little pathway that led to the student parking lot just watching everybody leave...Then I notice a couple dudes coming up the walkway and I start smiling because one of them I KNEW...They didn't go to our school but the dude I recognized used to go there our freshman year...and we had ALWAYS been cool. I can't remember if the nigga got kicked out or if he dropped out but all I knew is that he wasn't in nobody's school...lmao...Now we still vaguely kept in touch those 3 years since he'd left but I'd only see him off & on by coincidence on most cases. But as freshman's I remember us being inseparable...He was in most of my classes...he was smart as fuck but was steady failing classes cause he wanted to be a dumb ass and smoke all day...and when I say he used to smoke...lmao..nigga used to SMOKE...I never knew a time when he wasn't high...It got so bad @ one point that nigga had ME going home smelling like WEED...and I didn't SMOKE! His scent was all in my clothes because I hung around him ALL the time. Thank God my parents never noticed the smell...LOL!

Anyway, we catch up for a bit and he was fucking with me calling me "lame" because I wasn't participating in "cut day" LMAO...so we chatted it up and joked around and he asked me was I staying in class all day and I was like naw I leave @ 12 to go to work. He told me he was gonna hang around because his friend he was with had to meet somebody up there...and he volunteered to take me to work...I didn't have a car and my dad was taking me back and forth to school AND picking me up for work...so I figured hey why not...So I call my dad and tell him that I'm not going to work and I was gonna be @ school all day...I lied because there was no way I was gonna tell him I had a ride to work...because he would've been like WITH WHO???! lol...and I wanted to avoid that. So I end up leaving with him...and I don't really remember EVERYTHING that transgressed in that car ride but all I know is that I never went to work...We ended up @ his house...lol...I think he was staying with his cousin or aunt or somebody @ the time...because he wasn't on good terms with his mom (long story) but either way NOBODY was home...

So we chill for a bit...he was on the phone for a minute and I was just flipping through the channels on the tv in the living room. Then he told me he was gonna go in his room to smoke and that I could stay down there and watch tv if I wanted...shiiiiiiid...lol..I'm like HELL NAW this not my house you not leaving me down here by myself. All I got was a visual of somebody busting in and here I am a "stranger" chilling on they couch...lmao! So I followed him upstairs to his room and we up there for about a good half hour and he just smoking his little life away...lol..we listening to music on the radio sitting on the edge of the bed talking....his eyes looked so damn sleepy and little because he sitting there high as a kyte...lol..I don't know if it was from the weed or what but the next thing I know he kissed me on the side of my face and I jumped lmao! because I wasn't expecting that...I'd always thought he was cute but NEVER saw myself wanting to hook up with him and I thought he saw me as his sister. So we both burst out laughing after I damn near jump outta my skin...LOL! Then he tries to kiss me again on my lips...the whole time I'm thinking WTF is really going on...this nigga is faded...then he starts talking dumb shit...off the wall shit saying how I never changed and was always such a "good girl" and he liked that about me...
So I started blushing and looking like this.... cause I didn't know what to say...

I didn't know how to respond to that...so I just kissed him back and smiled...One kiss lead into three more...three lead into touching and groping...he lays back on his bed and pulls me down on top of him and we're face to face kissing....Then I feel him dig his hands underneath the back of my shirt and tug @ my bra...and I'm thinking OMG wtf he tryna do??? lmao...IDK if I was also high from the second hand weed in the air but I didn't stop him...he rolled up my shirt and started kissing me across my chest...THEN started unbuttoning my jeans and sliding them down...in the back of my mind I'm saying "I'm really about to do this"...I was SCARED! lmao...but I didn't want him to think that...I didn't tell him I was a virgin but I think he knew..so I'm in nothing but my underwear and an unsnapped bra lol...and he gets up takes his shirt off and tells me he'll be right back...he goes down the hall and while I'm waiting on his bed I snap my bra back...lmao..IDK why tho...I was so goofy I didn't wanna feel "naked" LOL! So he comes back with a condom and that's when shit hits me..."I'm REALLY about to do this" and my nerves start kicking in overtime...I started feeling numb...my palms were sweaty...LOL! He got on top of me, pulled out and put the condom on...I swear my eyes got big as hell...LOL...I was in shock...but I didn't want to make it obvious so I just let him take control...he pulled off my panties and my heart was RACING...I wanted to keep on my bra IDK why... I guess as a sense of security so I was praying to GAWD he didn't try to snatch it off...lmao...he didn't...he placed his hands between my thighs and opens my legs and proceeds to push himself inside...I tensed up INSTANTLY...all I could feel was my damn pelvis tightening and I closed my eyes tight as hell as he pushed further inside...it was PAINFUL...I can't lie it wasn't as bad as I expected it to be but I wasn't comfortable at all because I couldn't relax...so I'm sure I made it worse..lol..shit how was I supposed to relax when my sweet little juice box was feeling like somebody jammed a bottled brick into a keyhole...So he's all the way in and going to work...I wasn't enjoying it at all @ first but I was taking deep breaths that turned into moans...TRUST me the sounds I was making wasn't from pleasure...lmao. I remember him putting his hand on my face and telling me to relax...I didn't want to make it uncomfy for him so I took his advice...I closed my eyes tried to get calm and relaxed...after a couple of minutes the initial pain wore off and I started thinking...well this isn't THAT bad..lol..

So he finally finishes and pulls out...and I release a deep ass breath like I did some work..lmfao! shit I was relieved...but my pussy on the other hand was tender as fuck...lol..i noticed that I was bleeding a little as I put my clothes back on...but I didn't see any blood on the bed...I didn't freak out I just went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up a bit...I stayed in the bathroom FOREVER tryna make sure everything was still intact...lol. When I finally came out he was dressed and asked me if everything was ok...I smiled and told him yes..I still hadn't grasped my mind around everything that just happened but I was ready to leave...lol..It was still like an hour before time for school to let out so I had him drive me back there...I was quiet on the whole ride back and we just listened to the radio...He dropped me off and leaned over to kiss me on the cheek as I got out the car...and we went our separate ways...

By the time I got home I felt NASTY as hell...lol..still in them same clothes...I headed straight for the shower...he called me that night and we talked forever...The next time we hung out I felt awkward as hell...could barely make eye contact with him..lmao.....I'd never anticipated or thought HE would be the one to take my virginity but hey...in all actuality it wasn't THAT bad...lol....

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5 First Time Friday: Tini's First Time

Man, this is taking me back. I remember it like it was yesterday (many years ago....lol). I was fifteen. A young tenderoni. I hadn't thought about what my first time would be like or who it would be with. So I didn't have these fairytale fantasies of it being the most wonderful experience EVER. I was dating this guy who was eighteen. It was my friends cousin. We had been dating for a couple of months. It was in June. We had short days in school because it was the end of the school year. So one day on one of the short days I go and chill with him in Brooklyn. We go and walk around Coney Island for a little bit. It was hot as hell that day. We grab something to eat and go back to his house. No one was home and we go to his room.

We're sitting on the bed and he starts kissing me on the neck and we start making out. Then my top comes completely off. That never happened before.....we keep on.... then his shirt comes off.....then his pants..... In the back of my mind I'm like "Oh my gawd! Are we going to.....?" Then he pulled a Criss Angel on me and next thing I know my shorts were off. I don't remember them coming off but there they were at the foot of the bed. I have to say he was rather gentle and exacting. We went from making out to it feeling more like intimacy- like grown folks intimacy. What he didn't know was that I was a virgin. I never divulged that I was I guess because I didn't want some guy feeling like he was the muthaphuckin man because I gave it up to him first. I didn't need someone going around bragging. It was a moment I wanted to keep to myself and feel like it was MY moment. I didn't love this guy. We weren't planning to be together forever. I knew damn well I wasn't saving myself for marriage. When the time presented itself, who knew he would be the one I lost my virginity to?

So there I was in my bra and panties. I was trying to play it cool when he got up to get a condom. My mind was racing. I was thinking a million and one thoughts. Would it hurt? Does it really feel as good as people make it seem on television? What am I suppose to do?

He comes back to the bed and pulls his underwear off. At that moment I thought, MY GAWD! HIS PEEN IS HUGE! AWWW, IT'S GONNA KILL ME! Thinking back after quite a few sexual experiences, he was holding EXTREMELY WELL ENDOWED. He puts the condom on and slips my panties off. I felt like I was tensing up and had to quickly let my mind drift to get me to relax so I wouldn't raise suspicion. He climbs on top and we start kissing. He eases my legs open and began to enter me. Needless to say I was a bit "tight." LMAO

I had no clue what he was thinking at that moment. I'd like to think he was excited that my shit wasn't loose like JJ from Good Times lips. He was pretty gentle and when he was halfway in that's when it began to hurt a little bit. Once he was in there we were off and running. Man he was pounding it like there was no tomorrow. Since he was well endowed and pounding at it AND being that it was my first time I couldn't really enjoy it like I enjoy sex now. It was exciting and scary and a little painful. I hung in there and did what most women do...moaned, groaned etc...not because it was the best thing ever but because I was a little ouchy. The moans and groans kept ole boy motivated to finish the job and indeed he did. So when we were done, he didn't pull out right away we laid there and kissed for a little while. I kept wondering if he was gearing up for round two which I WAS NOT ready for. LOL He pulled out and told me he'd be right back and went to the bathroom. I sat straight up and began checking to make sure my pussy didn't fall out. When I looked down I noticed there was a little blood on the comforter. I panicked. I remembered other friends saying that a dude knows you're a virgin when there's blood on the sheets because he just broke your hymen. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I GONNA DO?! So I yelled to please bring me a warm wash cloth with a little bit of soap on it. He brought the cloth back and went to the kitchen to fix a sandwich. Men. *insert eye roll* I cleaned myself up and scrubbed the hell outta the comforter. The comforter was brown and had all these patterns which was a good thing because if it wasn't I was SCREWED.

After it was all said and done, we both got dressed and he walked me to the train station. We kissed goodbye and he made me promise to call him when I got home to make sure I got there ok. I remember sitting on the train and wincing because I was soooo sore. I'm sure I was walking like someone with a shitty diaper when I walked home from the train station. I tried to walk as normal as possible but it was so hard. No one was home when I got there. I called him to let him know I got home ok and immediately jumped in the shower. I was in there FOREVER. Lawd when it came time to scrub down my pussy it felt like Mike Tyson beat the shit out of it. It was sore and very sensitive. For the rest of that afternoon I sat in my room on my bed in amazement that I had just lost my virginity. I didn't feel compelled to tell anyone and I was like the CIA to make sure no one found out I lost my virginity. Overall it wasn't a bad experience. I had often mentioned that if I could do it over again I would have like to have lost my virginity to someone else. But everything happens for a reason and that was just my time to lose it with that individual. If ole boy could get a taste now of what years and experience has taught me.... I'd return the favor and he'd be the one in the shower sore and sensitive. LOL

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